Forever in Blue Jeans

October 27, 2009

Tuldok at Kuwit*

Filed under: Writings — Jayson Yang @ 3:28 pm

I wrote this article four years ago (It was my first entry in my old blog.) and was published in peyups.com in 2007. (Click here to see the published article) It was a sudden and random thought to google it yesterday and was surprised to find out that there were people who shared my article through their blogs and some online threads. Here are some of them:

http://euryx.multiply.com/journal/item/35
http://mharcus.livejournal.com/19886.html
http://anirtak.wordpress.com/2008/01/05/tulodok-at-kuwit/
http://www.symbianize.com/showthread.php?t=26494
http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=4797697&blogID=357758154
http://ysreh.multiply.com/journal/item/5
http://leysonrusty.blog.friendster.com/2008/01/tuldok-at-kuwit/
http://destined2b.blog.friendster.com/2007/09/tuldok-at-kuwit/
http://akosicha.multiply.com/journal/item/7
http://miguelvaldez13.blogspot.com/2008/04/tuldok-at-kuwit.html
http://silvernitrate.multiply.com/journal/item/6/Tuldok_at_Kuwit_aw_ganda_neto
http://yajeec.blog.friendster.com/2007/12/tuldok-at-kuwit/
http://www.pep.ph/forum/index.php?topic=2446.1200
http://www.filipino.net/blog/view/id_2967/title_man-overboard…./
http://allen-nikesponsor.blog.friendster.com/2008/09/tuldok-at-kuwit/
http://virtualpalaboi.blogspot.com/2007/08/tuldok-at-kuwit.html
http://healeck11.multiply.com/journal/
http://yscah-blue-888.blog.friendster.com/2007/11/tuldok-at-kuwit/
http://jeraii.blog.friendster.com/2008/01/tuldok-at-kuwit/
http://lunatic007.multiply.com/journal/item/2/Tuldok_at_Kuwit
http://nixxielove.wordpress.com/2007/09/26/tuldok-at-kuwit/
http://gottabebrown.blogspot.com/2007/09/superhero-who-doesnt-even-know-i-exist.html
http://nina10.blog.friendster.com/2008/02/tuldok-kuwit/
http://profiles.friendster.com/4651713
http://bratinella-12.blog.friendster.com/2007/09/artiks-from-peyupscom/
http://maja12.multiply.com/journal
http://karezcute.blog.friendster.com/2007/09/
http://shaige.blog.friendster.com/2007/09/tuldok-at-kuwit/

I’m so grateful to know that there are readers who appreciate my writing. This inspires me to write again, to share my thoughts by publishing my works on this blog. I’ll be posting some old and new pieces and I hope you’ll have time to read them. Comments are always welcome. For now, I hope you’ll enjoy reading this small piece of work. To those who are still in search of courage and will to face their past, time will heal all the pains, worries, and sorrows.  You may be crying at this moment, but tomorrow will always be a new day. Smile.🙂

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Tuldok at Kuwit*

Ayokong hanapin mo ako dahil sa hindi mo ako makita, (malabo) dahil sa hindi mo ako maramdaman.(malabo pa rin)

Nitong nagdaang mga araw, nagbabago ako ng anyo. Isa akong yelo, na nakakulong sa bakal na puno ng kalawang. Hindi tumatakbo ang oras. Paano ako makakawala nang hindi natutunaw? Nang hindi nadudumhan?

Kung dumating ang oras na maghahanap ka, puntahan mo ang nagliliparang alikabok. Isa ako sa kanila. At kung sakaling mapuwing ka, isipin mong ako ang pumupuwing sa ‘yo para di ka masaktan. Gusto kong maramdaman mo ang aking presensya nang hindi ako nakikita.

Kung madaan ka sa mga halaman, ‘wag kang kukuha ni isang dahon man lang, baka ako ang iyong mapitas, malulungkot ako.

Pag ninais kong muling magbagong anyo, (ayoko pa) ‘wag kang umasang makita ako, mag-iiba ako ng pormat disenyo.

Kung mapadaan ka sa umaagos na tubig, damhin mo iyon ng iyong mga palad. Wag mong punasan, isipin mo ako, hayaan mong matuyo at saka ako maglalaho.

Isipin mo lang akong tumatawa, tulad ng lagi kong ginagawa. Isipin mo lang akong tinotopak, at tawagin mo akong baliw, hindi pa rin ako masasaktan, tulad ng dati.

Hindi mo man ako makita, hindi ako lalayo. Magbago man ako ng anyo, ako pa rin ako. ‘Wag mo na akong hanapin dahil hindi ako nagtatago, pero hindi ako magpapakita. Hayaan mong lumipas ang panahon…hanggang sa naisin kong ilapit ang langit sa aking puso…doon lang ako magiging malaya.

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*hindi ako lumilimot, at hindi ako lilimot. gusto ko lang maglakbay ng walang anino…ng walang kasaysayan

para sa isang kaibigan. patawad.

2 Comments »

  1. You’re very much welcome. I love and my friends loved your piece — most especially who asked for it for declamation et.al purposes.. Happy Holidays!

    Comment by nixxielove — December 30, 2009 @ 7:05 pm

    • aww.. that’s sweet. thanks a lot and happy new year!🙂

      Comment by jaysonyang — December 31, 2009 @ 1:29 pm


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